Showing posts with label professional development. Show all posts
Showing posts with label professional development. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 28, 2020

Harm & Healing ABAR Reading

My preparation for leading a guided reading during our book club yesterday looked like this: 


I’m grateful to Dr. Sarah Donovan for making space for me to help with this Anti-Bias, Anti-Racism (ABAR) education work within her verse novel book club. We met last week to share thoughts on the book club, the books, and ways to address what felt like a need.


There are a lot of excellent books being recommended to teachers to add to their classroom libraries, to use as read alouds, to use with student book clubs, but is there enough guidance on how to do this mindfully and in a racially and culturally conscious way? There is a lot of mention of culturally relevant and culturally sustaining pedagogy, but is there enough (un)learning and support given to support that work? 


I hope that districts and schools support their teachers with the necessary professional development to continue this work (or start it, as the case may be). But if history shows us anything, teachers will be scrambling to learn this on their own- alongside the anxiety of rolling out face-to-face, hybrid, or remote learning during a pandemic... so I found myself anxious that perhaps a well-meaning teacher might deploy one of these books and unintentionally cause harm.


As a way to address this, Sarah invited me to share a way to read a literary passage containing bias and/or racism with students by modeling a guided reading using an ABAR lens. (Of course, I was nervous, feeling imposter syndrome sharing my thinking, but I tried to make it clear that I’m not an expert and that I’ve been learning for years and will continue to learn and do better for years to come... that is a big part of this type of work!) Then, fellow book club participants practiced this.


My thinking about sharing literary passages containing examples of racism and/or bias is that whatever population of students we may work with, we need to...

1️⃣ be intentional about how to present these passages in ways that do not perpetuate the bias or racism, even unintentionally; 

2️⃣ teach students how to name unfairness, injustice, and oppression (use words like racism, sexism, classism, prejudice, transphobia, xenophobia, homophobia) and 

3️⃣ reaffirm aspects of their/others’ culture that may have been affected by the text by highlighting the healing the author may have written into their text.


We shared a set of questions to help teachers think through the passage and perhaps discuss that passage with students to unearth and address bias and/or racism.


Three fellow educators found and shared passages and their thoughts on the harm and healing portrayed. Another educator shared these words:

 “What resonates through these moments is the power that individuals have to repair the harm happening in every moment. Using this lens allows/empowers us as teachers to address moments of harm thought the school day with our kiddos.


My teacher heart loved that this was shared! My hope was/is that this naming of harm and highlighting healing would be an entry into ABAR work which is rich and complex, though difficult work, to empower students and our communities. 


Repeat: I’m not an expert, I’m learning more every day. I’m looking for more educators to learn from and/or alongside me. Let me know if there’s an ABAR educator/education blog or website you recommend!

Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Verse Novel Book Club #2: Other Words for Home

Yesterday: Verse Novel Book Club Mtg #2, led by Dr. Sarah J. Donovan

📖 : Other Words for Home by Jasmine Warga 

Drawing from observations of her father’s Syrian friends’ experiences, research done with her Middle Eastern community, and her big brain as my students would say... the novel centers on the protagonist of Jude, who moves from her home under civil unrest, with her mom, joining an uncle in Cincinnati. We follow Jude as she navigates questions of identity, culture, language, prejudice, and belonging, all while continuing to worry about and miss her family in Syria. Highly recommend the book for middle schoolers. Keep reading for my take-aways.

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Take-Away 1️⃣ 

As a teacher, I appreciated the challenge Dr. Donovan gave us of producing a CERR vblog on the book. I was not shocked that I scripted out various versions, recorded several times, with some technical difficulties, before I finally made my first far-from-perfect vlog I could share with the book club. It deepened my appreciation of the work and bravery my students put in when I ask them to try something new and share it with classmates. 

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Take-Away 2️⃣ 

As a reader, I loved this book! As a daughter of Mexican immigrants and a teacher of Latinx immigrant and Mexican-American students, I found so many moments portrayed in this book that called out to me and would perhaps also resonate with students. Particularly hit hard by a question Jude asks, “Why do they hate us?” I decided to make my first vlog focused on how Jude copes with the incidents of prejudice and xenophobia she experiences. I shared with a friend how powerful a book like this would’ve been for me as an adolescent and how grateful I am that it exists today for my students!

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Take-Away 3️⃣ 

As both a teacher + learner, I left the meeting feeling awkward, frustrated, and dissatisfied. Appreciated that Dr. Donovan shared resources about how to critically read + analyze texts, including particularly using a feminist lens, the question if this text qualifies as #ownvoices (your thoughts appreciated). I’m grateful to my UTEP educators for training me with such tools. I enjoyed the write-in and subsequent activity to convert our work to verse; love how students react! These activities weren’t the source of my frustration; I am still reflecting on what was.

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Passage I shared: pg 168. It really resonated with me, especially as I see photographs and footage of children in cages near the border. What Jude expressed on this page relates to themes of migrant guilt, family, privilege, sacrifice, and responsibility.

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I loved this book and look forward to the next one!

Tuesday, June 23, 2020

Verse Novel Book Club #1: White Rose

Yesterday was my first meeting of the Verse Novel Book Club led by Dr. Sarah J. Donovan @sarahjdonovan9, we read Kip Wilson’s @kipwilsonwrites White Rose! Based on the true story of a German resistance group who were caught and executed for distributing “treasonous” leaflets speaking out against the Nazi regime, the novel centers on the protagonist of Sophie as she grows up and rejects the indoctrination to the interrogations she undergoes as a member of White Rose. Highly recommend the book for 8th graders and up. Keep reading for my take-aways.

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Take-Away 1️⃣ 

As a teacher, I appreciated the use of video clips from different sources to help us better understand verse novels. Plus watching clips- as opposed to entire videos- together, left room for more ideas in our short hour together. Now that we’ve been enticed, we can still go and watch the rest of the video on our own time to extend the learning! 

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Take-Away 2️⃣ 

As a reader, I need to read more verse novels! So many from BIPOC and LGBTQ+ authors and/or with said representation were mentioned, I added them to my TBR wish list. 📚 

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Take-Away 3️⃣ 

As both a teacher and learner, I 💜 the Read In that Dr. Donovan had us start out with in small groups. Preparing to read aloud a meaningful passage without the expectation of having to share an explanation tamped down my anxiety, connected me with the writing, and allowed me to use my voice! I have found once an introvert like me has started talking, it’s easier to feel included and increase the likelihood of my participating again... I wonder if anyone else felt that way?

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Passage I shared from White Rose: page 74, titled “Selflessness” as it really resonated with me, especially given the times we are in. Themes Sophie expressed on this single, powerful page: guilt, willful ignorance, sacrifice, justice.

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I really appreciated this start and look forward to the next one!

Friday, January 1, 2016

2016 Resolutions- Create, Learn, & Encourage

I make a collection of resolutions each year, and last year some friends and I grouped them: health, personal, and professional goals. I'm going to attempt to track the professional goals here this year.

I'm going to leverage my strengths to improve upon my areas of weakness.
  1. Create- Increase my professional social media presence. Blog at least once a month. Tweet at least once a week.
  2. Learn- Keep track of time spent on professional commitments in my calendar, and analyze how I'm spending my time to budget time better. In an effort to avoid over-committing or stretching myself too thin, I need to both plan forward and log endeavors honestly. I'll log to the best of my ability and reflect at the end of each month to make more specific and measurable goals for the next month.
  3. Encourage- Really see the people (all kinds of colleagues) I interact with and offer specific praise. As an introvert, I spend a lot of my time observing and listening to others, speaking up about things when an original idea comes to me or I notice something problematic. I want to purposefully work on regularly praising some of the good work others are doing around me. This comes from wanting to not just steer clear of the negativity that seems to cloud education lately, but to work against it. (Inspired by http://smartblogs.com/leadership/2015/12/24/new-years-development-goals-for-leaders-2016-edition/ shared by a moderator on https://www.facebook.com/IllinoisECET2)
Here's to 2016! #teacherresolutions

Monday, July 14, 2014

Permission for Writing Projects

Here's my writing in response to today's Teachers Write virtual camp! I replied to both blogs :-D

Mini-Lesson Monday 

Great prompt to start out the week. Check out guest author Donna Gephart's inspiration for the day: http://www.katemessner.com/teachers-write-71414-mini-lesson-monday/ and check out her blog as well: http://www.donnagephart.com/.

My Writing Projects: 

  1. Non-Fiction, Memoirish. A collection of short stories about my mom and dad. Their stories interspersed w/my experiences w/them. Juxtaposition time, countries, gender, age...
  2. Latina girl. Realistic fiction told in poems. Trio of main characters- Catholic Latina girl, gay Jewish Republic, and African-American communist vegetarian. Considering switching btwn the POVs-- which would require some help or at least intense research w/friends! Navigating identity in different worlds. Cultural clashes. Friendship.
  3. Latina girl. Sci-Fi. Space/Time Travel. Travel. Art. Starts w/trip to NYC, steal a painting in journal writing
  4. Dark humor, picture book/illustrated poem, about the ways a teacher might die in her classroom... (this sounds much more morbid than it is... stems from an ongoing joke with one class who kept witnessing classroom accidents!) describing the dangers that lurk in pencils, printers, and paper!
  5. More to come when I look over my past Writer's Notebooks... 
Dedication for #4---
To the Zapata Academy Class of 2014 Homeroom 210: Your willingness to take risks, laughter and sarcasm, pain and hope inspired me every day you shared your worldly words with me.

Monday Morning Warm Up: "But Underneath That..."

Prompt thanks to Jo Knowles, check it out: http://jbknowles.livejournal.com/482797.html
All these explanations correspond to the writing projects above:

1.  This is a story about a girl who wants to go to school and do well, please her friends/teachers/family- which requires her to navigate the sometimes conflicting wishes of her mother, father, and friends. But underneath that, it's about a girl who really wants to understand where she comes from to figure out who she is.

2. This is a story about an introverted, slightly sheltered girl who feels out of place and wants to make friends. But underneath that, it's about a girl who really wants to be understood.(<--- this still needs a lot of work!)
3. This is a story about a boy/girl who wants to see the world and have beautiful things. But underneath that, it's about a boy/girl who really wants to be seen for who she is, a beautiful person. (<-- not sure how much this one make sense)

4.  This is a story about a teacher who is afraid of the dangers of her classroom: the accidents and mishaps possible in her classroom.  But underneath that, it's about a teacher who is really afraid of not being able to stop the pain her students share.
This is a story about a teacher who wants to stop the accident and mishaps in her classroom.
OR But underneath that, it's about a teacher who really wants to create a safe and inviting classroom for all her students.

SuperShort Reflection: Today was fun! But it took me all day, thinking and jotting. Jo Knowles uses a 25 minute revision goal. I may want to consider a time limit... it's what I recommend to students when they're having trouble...

Better late than never?

Teachers Write! Weekly Reflections #1 & #2

I'm late on the suggested reflection questions for the Teachers Write! virtual camp, so I'm just posting them here, and not on Jen Vincent's blog- which should be checked out: http://www.teachmentortexts.com. I didn't realize there was a first one until the middle of the week, but have decided I should figure out my goals for participating in Teachers Write! camp so I can get the most out of the experience. I have my students set, reflect, and revise goals regularly, so why wouldn't I?
 
These questions were meant to kick off the Teachers Write Camp: 
Why are you writing?
  1. To become a better teacher of writers.
  2. To get a better handle on what kind of writer I am, to improve my writing, and to determine how interested I am-and how invested I should be- in sharing my writing with others.
What is your goal(s) for Teachers Write this summer?
  1. To write: To write to at least two-thirds of the posts and to publicly post my writing, both on the Teachers Write blogs' comments and my blog, at least one-third of the posts.
  2. To learn about me as a writer: To learn about my own writing process, get a rough idea of what my own strengths & needs are in writing, improve my writing, and decide what I want to do as a writer going forward.
  3. To steal: To learn about a ton of strategies, prompts, mentor texts, and teaching points I can bring back to my classroom this school year.
How do you track your progress? What kind of goal works for you?
 Via reflection on this blog. Some goals I set are easier to "track" than others. Though tracking minutes spent or words written sound appealing, I'm going for how many days of the week I did some writing. The other goals of learning about myself as a writer and stealing ideas are less quantitative; I think I'll add a quantity to them once I've made progress on the first writing goal.

How do you celebrate your progress?
 Celebrate by sharing the writing & progress! :-) 

How did you do this week? Did you meet your weekly goal(s)?
  1. I didn't meet this goal. I wrote to two posts this week, and very writing besides those. So, new goal: Write to three posts this week, and spend 30 minutes on any further writing.
  2. I am learning (Tracking this is tougher, it's not a "SMART" goal) about my process... see the pit & peak of my week below.
  3. I'm finding plenty to steal. Ex: Word hoards.
What was the pit of your week? (The hardest part, the non-fun part?)
Getting to writing is hard. Actually sitting down to do it. Once the pen is down to paper, it gets easier. I'm going to pay close attention to what I'm thinking when I finally get to writing... what worked to get that pen to paper? Need to have some serious discussions about this with my students. 
 
What was the peak of your week? (The best part, the most-fun part?)
Reading others' comments on my writing is the peak this week. After the struggle to sit to write, there is a huge pay-off in the actual writing, and even more so when you have other people- strangers even!- who take the time to read what you wrote and write something in response to it... I have to remember that as I motivate myself to sit down to write this week! And I'll remember with my students how much the authentic audience matters!
 
What are you looking forward to and planning for the week ahead?
I'm looking forward to meeting my revised goals!

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Summer Writing w/Colleagues Begins

Day 2 of Teachers Write! Camp & 1st Day of Summer Writing with Colleagues

Today, I did a quick write with two wonderful colleagues at my favorite coffeeshop, Star Lounge. Esther and I had the great idea of motivating ourselves and our colleagues to write during the summer, so we took our Teacher Writing Group on the road! We are meeting in coffeeshops in the city on  handful of dates to write, inviting our colleagues to join us. Only one colleague was able to join us this first time, but I'm hopeful more will come after summer school draws to a close.
Unlike our school-based meetings, we don't have an agenda. This time we just showed up ready to write.  I shared the virtual Writing Camp I joined, Kate Messner's Teachers Write! www.katemessner.com/teachers-write/ and they enjoyed using yesterday and today's prompts as motivation today. Here's my new work:
Race to Safety
Her stomach felt like it was about to burst. She looked at her brother, Danny, and could tell he was feeling the same thing.
“Race you,” he said, and then started running down the block.
“Nooo…” Aime said, but she couldn’t NOT join in, so she ran after him. “No fair, “ she shouted at his back.
Their parents just laughed as they kept up their walking pace behind them.
Some kid with a hoodie ran out of nowhere across their race path.  Aime dodged out of his way without slowing down. Danny arrived at their front door a full six seconds before Aime did. “That was not fair,” she said, out of breath.
“I win!” he danced around his sister.
A second guy, wearing no shirt, with bright tattoos, came racing by, almost knocking Danny down, gun in hand, shouting, “Out the way!”
The dance is dead.
“Mijo, inside,” yells Aime’s Ma, rushing to her children.
“Mija, get inside!” yells Aime’s Pa, who has somehow managed to be immediately at the door.
They all run into the crowded little alcove as Pa takes out the keys. He’s shaken though, and the keys fall to the floor. Ma has to step back outside to provide some room for Danny to bend down, then hand the keys to dad. The inner door is finally opened, the family pushes through, Ma closes the door as three more shouting guys run past.
“Who are they chasing? Where are they headed? Are we safe?” wonders Aime, her heart still racing.

Reflection: We noticed we couldn't help but catch up and touch base with each other personally before, during, and after writing. Of course, we also talked about our writing and reflected on our process. In fact, the social aspect of our writing time served to deepen my learning as well as to motivate me to write more. Thinking about our students, we know they are social beings, too! They need time to check in socially and the social aspects we can weave into the writing process may even motivate and even improve their writing.
 I was also thinking about what was challenging for me in turning an emotional memory into a fictional moment... it was the names of the characters that had be stuck and hesitating! I followed advice I'd given to students in the past: just leave a blank space or write an X there and come back to it later! But it did take a few minutes for me to recall that advice, which made me really empathize with specific students I called up in my mind. I named my characters something personal in the revision, as I couldn't remove myself too much from them. Hm.

Monday, July 7, 2014

Teachers Write & Read During the Summer

I'm trying to blog again! The goals I wrote about before are still close to my heart. Also buzzing around in my head this summer is the need to get a healthy body and mind.  For now, a healthy mind means reading, writing, and reflecting.

School years can sometimes take a toll on a teacher.... and to sustain the level of passion, connection, and commitment I find right for the work, I need some serious summer R&R. There's plenty for a teacher to do personally and professionally to get ready for the next school year. I'll be blogging here and tweeting some ideas, too.

This time, I'm taking advantage of a few things this summer to make sure I keep reading, writing, and reflecting :-)

One: a dear colleague of mine and I are trying to keep writing during the summer! We co-host a Teacher Writing Group at our school and do a little bit better with it each school year. This summer, we're trying something different by meeting a handful of times in coffeeshops to write together. I'll keep my fingers crossed some colleagues choose to join us.

Two: I found Kate Messner's Teachers Write! Writing Camp. An awesome find hosted by Messner on her blog, with guest authors and cool teachers everywhere working on their writing during their summer vacations! Check it out---> http://www.katemessner.com/blog/

Three: I'm part of a group of teachers that holds a book club every month.

Embedded in all of these activities I'm subscribing to this summer is the thought that teachers who teach reading need to be readers, writing teachers need to be writers... engaging in these activities helps us better teach our students these habits happily and successfully. More on this another time; this is quite long already!