Tuesday, July 28, 2020

Harm & Healing ABAR Reading

My preparation for leading a guided reading during our book club yesterday looked like this: 


I’m grateful to Dr. Sarah Donovan for making space for me to help with this Anti-Bias, Anti-Racism (ABAR) education work within her verse novel book club. We met last week to share thoughts on the book club, the books, and ways to address what felt like a need.


There are a lot of excellent books being recommended to teachers to add to their classroom libraries, to use as read alouds, to use with student book clubs, but is there enough guidance on how to do this mindfully and in a racially and culturally conscious way? There is a lot of mention of culturally relevant and culturally sustaining pedagogy, but is there enough (un)learning and support given to support that work? 


I hope that districts and schools support their teachers with the necessary professional development to continue this work (or start it, as the case may be). But if history shows us anything, teachers will be scrambling to learn this on their own- alongside the anxiety of rolling out face-to-face, hybrid, or remote learning during a pandemic... so I found myself anxious that perhaps a well-meaning teacher might deploy one of these books and unintentionally cause harm.


As a way to address this, Sarah invited me to share a way to read a literary passage containing bias and/or racism with students by modeling a guided reading using an ABAR lens. (Of course, I was nervous, feeling imposter syndrome sharing my thinking, but I tried to make it clear that I’m not an expert and that I’ve been learning for years and will continue to learn and do better for years to come... that is a big part of this type of work!) Then, fellow book club participants practiced this.


My thinking about sharing literary passages containing examples of racism and/or bias is that whatever population of students we may work with, we need to...

1️⃣ be intentional about how to present these passages in ways that do not perpetuate the bias or racism, even unintentionally; 

2️⃣ teach students how to name unfairness, injustice, and oppression (use words like racism, sexism, classism, prejudice, transphobia, xenophobia, homophobia) and 

3️⃣ reaffirm aspects of their/others’ culture that may have been affected by the text by highlighting the healing the author may have written into their text.


We shared a set of questions to help teachers think through the passage and perhaps discuss that passage with students to unearth and address bias and/or racism.


Three fellow educators found and shared passages and their thoughts on the harm and healing portrayed. Another educator shared these words:

 “What resonates through these moments is the power that individuals have to repair the harm happening in every moment. Using this lens allows/empowers us as teachers to address moments of harm thought the school day with our kiddos.


My teacher heart loved that this was shared! My hope was/is that this naming of harm and highlighting healing would be an entry into ABAR work which is rich and complex, though difficult work, to empower students and our communities. 


Repeat: I’m not an expert, I’m learning more every day. I’m looking for more educators to learn from and/or alongside me. Let me know if there’s an ABAR educator/education blog or website you recommend!

Friday, July 24, 2020

New Kid: Black Boys Belonging

Just finished reading

📖 : New Kid by Jerry Craft

We follow Jordan- a 7th grader from Washington Heights who loves to draw- as he navigates a new school where opportunities and microaggressions abound, while trying to maintain friendships with kids in his neighborhood whom he doesn’t seem to have the time for with the new lengthy commute and wealth of homework. This book deftly develops themes around identity, culture, racism, class, friendships, and belonging. The graphic novel form, the humor and steadfastness of the protagonist, and the lessons he learns inspire such hope! Highly recommend the book for middle schoolers. Keep reading for my take-aways.


🙋🏽‍♀️

Take-Away 1️⃣ 

I finished this book within a day! While BIPOC have a range of experiences in PWI, this book captured some of my hard-to-describe experiences as a brown student on financial aid in an independent school in Chicago. I know this book will speak to many students who feel unheard and overlooked. 

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Take-Away 2️⃣ 

As a teacher, I cringed at the portrayals of the different teachers... I started matching my teachers to characters. Then, paused to reflect which one I was most like!

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Take-Away 3️⃣ 

I have to give graphic novels more credit and incorporate them into curriculum intentionally. Any other graphic novels I need to read ASAP?

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I would highlight: around pg. 88 where Jordan and Drew talk about feeling like outsiders, being stereotyped and judged, family pressure, and their careful work to help people at the school not view them as threats (only to have a White teacher overhear their parting and mischaracterize it as threatening). This moment of vulnerability and connection was powerful; and I realize, so rare to see between boys in books for this age!  So many moments to sit with and moments to celebrate... can’t wait for the new book by Craft: Class Act! 

❤️ 

Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Verse Novel Book Club frustration

I have explored the frustration I described after the book club from Jasmine Warga’s Words for Home. For me, the frustration comes from three places:

1- being misrepresented and feeling unheard in the breakout small group share,

2- feeling alone in my sense of the anti-bias, anti-racism (ABAR) power of these books,

3- feeling weighed down at yet another reminder of all the ABAR work to be done.

ONE- being misrepresented and feeling unheard. 

I was frustrated when our small group spokesperson didn’t actually share what WE discussed, but just their own POV and embellishment. Was it some form of the “soft censorship” that K. A. Holt described? Perhaps. Is it what many BIPOC feminists call out in white feminism? Perhaps. But it happened twice. So I know it wasn’t necessarily about me and the BIPOC-ness of what I said- not exclusively anyway- it’s likely about her, the type of student she is, or maybe her perception of her role and/or this group. 


So what can I learn from that? As a teacher, it makes me wonder how many times students in front of me have felt misrepresented. I’ve seen students get quieter for all kinds of reasons; and as a fellow introvert I’m constantly working to identify and address those reasons, if they are a retreat due to harmful behavior. What if they felt what they shared in a small group wasn’t deemed worthy for the whole group? How do I prevent that? Make it very clear what the role of a small group spokesperson is; practice with students; role play scenarios to avoid students feeling misrepresented or unheard. Teaching authentic listening, not just listening to confirm your own ideas or to argue with them. Teaching students skills of summarizing and synthesizing, without bias. Reinforcing the idea of disagreeing with someone respectfully rather than just ignoring ideas you don’t agree with. These are all things I do to some extent, but in this moment I think I don’t do enough intentional work around this.


TWO- feeling alone in my sense of the power of these books to address the biases + racism plaguing the US.

It sounded like the resounding takeaway from the book (and I’m oversimplifying, but not misinterpreting) was: “this book will show our students that immigrants can be good/nice/not-dangerous!” It felt like a disservice to this book, even though I know everyone responds to books differently.


It’s 2020, but the urgency of the topics plaguing so many BIPOC and immigrant communities doesn’t seem to be there for the majority of the participants in this book club... or at least it wasn’t openly expressed.  Why is the urgency not there or not being expressed? Perhaps the teachers in this book club do not live nor teach in these communities. But don’t they see the news? Can’t they make the connection that they in fact have even more reason to address these topics if they do NOT in fact live nor teach in these communities? 


During the share, I did hear someone say that some teachers in their small group (immigrants themselves) were glad to see the representation in YA novels. I hear them, and representation matters! **That we are still fighting for something as simple as representation, positive representation, joyful representation, we-are-not-a-monolith-and-contain-multitudes representation is not new to me. The simultaneous power of a story and the danger of a single story is not lost on me; I’m a 35 year old woman of color. It is yet another reminder of the work to be done.**


I guess I should be grateful that the group is willing to take a step forward into teaching their  students “immigrants can be good/nice/not-dangerous”? 


So, what can I learn from that? 

Just like in Other Words from Home, when confronted with people’s prejudice, their ignorance and fear... the answer was to lean on the opposite, those who know who you really are, strive to understand you, and love you. Sooo, it’s about reinforcing the good lessons, not just the negative realizations: there may be so much more work to be done, but there are clearly so many more people willing to do the work. Those people may be in different places, but progress is being made. We are working towards progress, and hope is an important part of the work. 


THIRD, feeling the weight of yet another reminder of the ABAR work to be done. 

It’s not that I don’t know that THERE IS SO MUCH ANTI-BIAS, ANTI-RACISM WORK TO DO already (see news, literally any news), and that I’m not grateful so many are experiencing an awakening to the problems of racism (re: ongoing protests, book sales, webinars). To fight for equity and justice, we must name where there is racism, sexism, xenophobia, homophobia, ableism, or any ignorant prejudicial behavior. I tried my best to name it as portrayed in the book to open a conversation with other readers. I was excited that this book was going to get into the hands of so many educators across the country through this book club... and then I saw the videos posted and heard the conversations, and I was disappointed that the takeaways weren’t ABAR; that they were of the old-fashioned colorblind and teach kindness variety. It drained me of energy.


So what can I learn from that?

To Dr. Donovan’s point about balancing the limited time we have and disrupting the single story... that is the struggle in so many classrooms, I’m sure; and I used to feel so, so much pressure in this balancing act (tbh: still do). I also feel so much pressure in getting the ABAR work right. I am reminding myself that the best way to feel less pressure is to engage in the work with others, finding like-minded people to help share the burdens and share additions to the toolbox to do that work, and continue finding the energy to come back to the work. I don’t have to carry the weight alone. The more of us out there, anti-bias, anti-racist educators working to help students find their voices and selves, the less balancing each of us has to do, right?  Right! And the better the world will be tomorrow.


Glad I worked through the frustration and back into the hope!






Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Verse Novel Book Club #2: Other Words for Home

Yesterday: Verse Novel Book Club Mtg #2, led by Dr. Sarah J. Donovan

📖 : Other Words for Home by Jasmine Warga 

Drawing from observations of her father’s Syrian friends’ experiences, research done with her Middle Eastern community, and her big brain as my students would say... the novel centers on the protagonist of Jude, who moves from her home under civil unrest, with her mom, joining an uncle in Cincinnati. We follow Jude as she navigates questions of identity, culture, language, prejudice, and belonging, all while continuing to worry about and miss her family in Syria. Highly recommend the book for middle schoolers. Keep reading for my take-aways.

👩🏽‍🏫

Take-Away 1️⃣ 

As a teacher, I appreciated the challenge Dr. Donovan gave us of producing a CERR vblog on the book. I was not shocked that I scripted out various versions, recorded several times, with some technical difficulties, before I finally made my first far-from-perfect vlog I could share with the book club. It deepened my appreciation of the work and bravery my students put in when I ask them to try something new and share it with classmates. 

🙋🏽‍♀️

Take-Away 2️⃣ 

As a reader, I loved this book! As a daughter of Mexican immigrants and a teacher of Latinx immigrant and Mexican-American students, I found so many moments portrayed in this book that called out to me and would perhaps also resonate with students. Particularly hit hard by a question Jude asks, “Why do they hate us?” I decided to make my first vlog focused on how Jude copes with the incidents of prejudice and xenophobia she experiences. I shared with a friend how powerful a book like this would’ve been for me as an adolescent and how grateful I am that it exists today for my students!

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Take-Away 3️⃣ 

As both a teacher + learner, I left the meeting feeling awkward, frustrated, and dissatisfied. Appreciated that Dr. Donovan shared resources about how to critically read + analyze texts, including particularly using a feminist lens, the question if this text qualifies as #ownvoices (your thoughts appreciated). I’m grateful to my UTEP educators for training me with such tools. I enjoyed the write-in and subsequent activity to convert our work to verse; love how students react! These activities weren’t the source of my frustration; I am still reflecting on what was.

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Passage I shared: pg 168. It really resonated with me, especially as I see photographs and footage of children in cages near the border. What Jude expressed on this page relates to themes of migrant guilt, family, privilege, sacrifice, and responsibility.

✊🏽

I loved this book and look forward to the next one!

Tuesday, June 23, 2020

Verse Novel Book Club #1: White Rose

Yesterday was my first meeting of the Verse Novel Book Club led by Dr. Sarah J. Donovan @sarahjdonovan9, we read Kip Wilson’s @kipwilsonwrites White Rose! Based on the true story of a German resistance group who were caught and executed for distributing “treasonous” leaflets speaking out against the Nazi regime, the novel centers on the protagonist of Sophie as she grows up and rejects the indoctrination to the interrogations she undergoes as a member of White Rose. Highly recommend the book for 8th graders and up. Keep reading for my take-aways.

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Take-Away 1️⃣ 

As a teacher, I appreciated the use of video clips from different sources to help us better understand verse novels. Plus watching clips- as opposed to entire videos- together, left room for more ideas in our short hour together. Now that we’ve been enticed, we can still go and watch the rest of the video on our own time to extend the learning! 

🙋🏽‍♀️

Take-Away 2️⃣ 

As a reader, I need to read more verse novels! So many from BIPOC and LGBTQ+ authors and/or with said representation were mentioned, I added them to my TBR wish list. 📚 

👩🏽‍💻

Take-Away 3️⃣ 

As both a teacher and learner, I 💜 the Read In that Dr. Donovan had us start out with in small groups. Preparing to read aloud a meaningful passage without the expectation of having to share an explanation tamped down my anxiety, connected me with the writing, and allowed me to use my voice! I have found once an introvert like me has started talking, it’s easier to feel included and increase the likelihood of my participating again... I wonder if anyone else felt that way?

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Passage I shared from White Rose: page 74, titled “Selflessness” as it really resonated with me, especially given the times we are in. Themes Sophie expressed on this single, powerful page: guilt, willful ignorance, sacrifice, justice.

✊🏽

I really appreciated this start and look forward to the next one!

Friday, January 1, 2016

2016 Resolutions- Create, Learn, & Encourage

I make a collection of resolutions each year, and last year some friends and I grouped them: health, personal, and professional goals. I'm going to attempt to track the professional goals here this year.

I'm going to leverage my strengths to improve upon my areas of weakness.
  1. Create- Increase my professional social media presence. Blog at least once a month. Tweet at least once a week.
  2. Learn- Keep track of time spent on professional commitments in my calendar, and analyze how I'm spending my time to budget time better. In an effort to avoid over-committing or stretching myself too thin, I need to both plan forward and log endeavors honestly. I'll log to the best of my ability and reflect at the end of each month to make more specific and measurable goals for the next month.
  3. Encourage- Really see the people (all kinds of colleagues) I interact with and offer specific praise. As an introvert, I spend a lot of my time observing and listening to others, speaking up about things when an original idea comes to me or I notice something problematic. I want to purposefully work on regularly praising some of the good work others are doing around me. This comes from wanting to not just steer clear of the negativity that seems to cloud education lately, but to work against it. (Inspired by http://smartblogs.com/leadership/2015/12/24/new-years-development-goals-for-leaders-2016-edition/ shared by a moderator on https://www.facebook.com/IllinoisECET2)
Here's to 2016! #teacherresolutions

Thursday, July 16, 2015

WIP Decision

I think I've made a decision on what Work In Progress I want to stick with for the next month, I'm going to refer to it as MiraMira for now. I've often said to students that I wish I had more novels, short stories, and poems written by Latino/a authors, starring Latino/a protagonists to share with them. I've encouraged them, when they express the same sentiment of wanting to see themselves in a book, to write it!

Well, I've struggled to find the idea to use to follow my own advice into a good story.... until Monday's Teacher Writing Group. We wrote to a prompt from last week, Thursday from Kate Messner's Teachers Write! blog.

What was thinking---
My protagonist- Amira, nicknamed Mira, Mexican-American, loves Madrid
Diverse friends with diverse views in school- what brings them together? They want to travel, but as they are of low socio-economic status they've resigned themselves to just dream of traveling someday, hopefully together.
-Emma- @EmNew, African-American, positive outlook, incredibly friendly, except w/ppl who suck, loves NYC
-Daniel- @LonDan, Polish, Jewish, loves London
- ?? -He's Puerto Rican, loves Paris

There's a "bully" at school, Mabel, also Mexican-American, second generation, who thinks this group of friends is too lofty and uppity in their ambitions... she's jealous of the group for many reasons, and she's got a secret she's keeping hidden from everyone.

The usual everyday workings of the school are interrupted when a new student arrives a month into the school year- still brainstorming on her name- and she's the first white student to join their middle school class. Nobody knows how to react, and everyone seems to react the wrong way.

That's what I'm thinking so far... I'm not sure if I want to keep this so realistic fiction. I'm not sure what complications I want to add to the plot. Is the ideas of friendships, betrayal, jealousy, and home juxtapositioned with the intensity of race, gender roles and identity, and gentrification issues too much or not enough?

Monday, July 6, 2015

Summer 2015 #WriteAway with us!

I'm trying Kate Messner's Teacher Write! Camp on her blog again this summer. Today: Teachers Write! Minilesson Monday.

The Zapata Teacher Writing Group will be writing together every week in a different coffeeshop in Chicago all summer. I'm so grateful for the chance to sit and write with other teachers! We'll be trying to recruit more teachers to join us this summer. Know anyone who is interested? Please let me know! We'll be at CC Ferns Coffee Bar & Spirits 2806 W Augusta Blvd, Chicago, IL on Monday, July 13th. #WriteAway with us this summer!

Here's my work from sitting with a couple of teacher colleagues today at Jackalope. I found the courage to post on the blog today for the kick-off... but it wouldn't let me post the hashtag about #2 in the blog. This is the unedited version below.
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I'm a middle school teacher in Chicago Public Schools and this is my second summer attempting to do Teachers Write! Loved it last year, and hope I can overcome any nerves in order to post regularly!

I wonder...
1. how do people overcome the influence of controlling parents? (can you tell I work with adolescents?)
2. about female scientists' contributions and challenges throughout the years (especially in light of recent comments about #distractinglysexy women in the lab- if you haven't looked up the hashtag, please do!).
3. about my neighborhood-- the history, the people now and in my childhood, and gentrification
4. how people turn a disability into an advantage?
5. about the path of the margarita... how did it get to be what it is today? How has it evolved?
I have many more on my list but these were the ones I'm still wondering about hours later! Quite the range :-)
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Thanks for reading,
Eliza

Monday, July 14, 2014

Permission for Writing Projects

Here's my writing in response to today's Teachers Write virtual camp! I replied to both blogs :-D

Mini-Lesson Monday 

Great prompt to start out the week. Check out guest author Donna Gephart's inspiration for the day: http://www.katemessner.com/teachers-write-71414-mini-lesson-monday/ and check out her blog as well: http://www.donnagephart.com/.

My Writing Projects: 

  1. Non-Fiction, Memoirish. A collection of short stories about my mom and dad. Their stories interspersed w/my experiences w/them. Juxtaposition time, countries, gender, age...
  2. Latina girl. Realistic fiction told in poems. Trio of main characters- Catholic Latina girl, gay Jewish Republic, and African-American communist vegetarian. Considering switching btwn the POVs-- which would require some help or at least intense research w/friends! Navigating identity in different worlds. Cultural clashes. Friendship.
  3. Latina girl. Sci-Fi. Space/Time Travel. Travel. Art. Starts w/trip to NYC, steal a painting in journal writing
  4. Dark humor, picture book/illustrated poem, about the ways a teacher might die in her classroom... (this sounds much more morbid than it is... stems from an ongoing joke with one class who kept witnessing classroom accidents!) describing the dangers that lurk in pencils, printers, and paper!
  5. More to come when I look over my past Writer's Notebooks... 
Dedication for #4---
To the Zapata Academy Class of 2014 Homeroom 210: Your willingness to take risks, laughter and sarcasm, pain and hope inspired me every day you shared your worldly words with me.

Monday Morning Warm Up: "But Underneath That..."

Prompt thanks to Jo Knowles, check it out: http://jbknowles.livejournal.com/482797.html
All these explanations correspond to the writing projects above:

1.  This is a story about a girl who wants to go to school and do well, please her friends/teachers/family- which requires her to navigate the sometimes conflicting wishes of her mother, father, and friends. But underneath that, it's about a girl who really wants to understand where she comes from to figure out who she is.

2. This is a story about an introverted, slightly sheltered girl who feels out of place and wants to make friends. But underneath that, it's about a girl who really wants to be understood.(<--- this still needs a lot of work!)
3. This is a story about a boy/girl who wants to see the world and have beautiful things. But underneath that, it's about a boy/girl who really wants to be seen for who she is, a beautiful person. (<-- not sure how much this one make sense)

4.  This is a story about a teacher who is afraid of the dangers of her classroom: the accidents and mishaps possible in her classroom.  But underneath that, it's about a teacher who is really afraid of not being able to stop the pain her students share.
This is a story about a teacher who wants to stop the accident and mishaps in her classroom.
OR But underneath that, it's about a teacher who really wants to create a safe and inviting classroom for all her students.

SuperShort Reflection: Today was fun! But it took me all day, thinking and jotting. Jo Knowles uses a 25 minute revision goal. I may want to consider a time limit... it's what I recommend to students when they're having trouble...

Better late than never?

Teachers Write! Weekly Reflections #1 & #2

I'm late on the suggested reflection questions for the Teachers Write! virtual camp, so I'm just posting them here, and not on Jen Vincent's blog- which should be checked out: http://www.teachmentortexts.com. I didn't realize there was a first one until the middle of the week, but have decided I should figure out my goals for participating in Teachers Write! camp so I can get the most out of the experience. I have my students set, reflect, and revise goals regularly, so why wouldn't I?
 
These questions were meant to kick off the Teachers Write Camp: 
Why are you writing?
  1. To become a better teacher of writers.
  2. To get a better handle on what kind of writer I am, to improve my writing, and to determine how interested I am-and how invested I should be- in sharing my writing with others.
What is your goal(s) for Teachers Write this summer?
  1. To write: To write to at least two-thirds of the posts and to publicly post my writing, both on the Teachers Write blogs' comments and my blog, at least one-third of the posts.
  2. To learn about me as a writer: To learn about my own writing process, get a rough idea of what my own strengths & needs are in writing, improve my writing, and decide what I want to do as a writer going forward.
  3. To steal: To learn about a ton of strategies, prompts, mentor texts, and teaching points I can bring back to my classroom this school year.
How do you track your progress? What kind of goal works for you?
 Via reflection on this blog. Some goals I set are easier to "track" than others. Though tracking minutes spent or words written sound appealing, I'm going for how many days of the week I did some writing. The other goals of learning about myself as a writer and stealing ideas are less quantitative; I think I'll add a quantity to them once I've made progress on the first writing goal.

How do you celebrate your progress?
 Celebrate by sharing the writing & progress! :-) 

How did you do this week? Did you meet your weekly goal(s)?
  1. I didn't meet this goal. I wrote to two posts this week, and very writing besides those. So, new goal: Write to three posts this week, and spend 30 minutes on any further writing.
  2. I am learning (Tracking this is tougher, it's not a "SMART" goal) about my process... see the pit & peak of my week below.
  3. I'm finding plenty to steal. Ex: Word hoards.
What was the pit of your week? (The hardest part, the non-fun part?)
Getting to writing is hard. Actually sitting down to do it. Once the pen is down to paper, it gets easier. I'm going to pay close attention to what I'm thinking when I finally get to writing... what worked to get that pen to paper? Need to have some serious discussions about this with my students. 
 
What was the peak of your week? (The best part, the most-fun part?)
Reading others' comments on my writing is the peak this week. After the struggle to sit to write, there is a huge pay-off in the actual writing, and even more so when you have other people- strangers even!- who take the time to read what you wrote and write something in response to it... I have to remember that as I motivate myself to sit down to write this week! And I'll remember with my students how much the authentic audience matters!
 
What are you looking forward to and planning for the week ahead?
I'm looking forward to meeting my revised goals!

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Summer Writing w/Colleagues Begins

Day 2 of Teachers Write! Camp & 1st Day of Summer Writing with Colleagues

Today, I did a quick write with two wonderful colleagues at my favorite coffeeshop, Star Lounge. Esther and I had the great idea of motivating ourselves and our colleagues to write during the summer, so we took our Teacher Writing Group on the road! We are meeting in coffeeshops in the city on  handful of dates to write, inviting our colleagues to join us. Only one colleague was able to join us this first time, but I'm hopeful more will come after summer school draws to a close.
Unlike our school-based meetings, we don't have an agenda. This time we just showed up ready to write.  I shared the virtual Writing Camp I joined, Kate Messner's Teachers Write! www.katemessner.com/teachers-write/ and they enjoyed using yesterday and today's prompts as motivation today. Here's my new work:
Race to Safety
Her stomach felt like it was about to burst. She looked at her brother, Danny, and could tell he was feeling the same thing.
“Race you,” he said, and then started running down the block.
“Nooo…” Aime said, but she couldn’t NOT join in, so she ran after him. “No fair, “ she shouted at his back.
Their parents just laughed as they kept up their walking pace behind them.
Some kid with a hoodie ran out of nowhere across their race path.  Aime dodged out of his way without slowing down. Danny arrived at their front door a full six seconds before Aime did. “That was not fair,” she said, out of breath.
“I win!” he danced around his sister.
A second guy, wearing no shirt, with bright tattoos, came racing by, almost knocking Danny down, gun in hand, shouting, “Out the way!”
The dance is dead.
“Mijo, inside,” yells Aime’s Ma, rushing to her children.
“Mija, get inside!” yells Aime’s Pa, who has somehow managed to be immediately at the door.
They all run into the crowded little alcove as Pa takes out the keys. He’s shaken though, and the keys fall to the floor. Ma has to step back outside to provide some room for Danny to bend down, then hand the keys to dad. The inner door is finally opened, the family pushes through, Ma closes the door as three more shouting guys run past.
“Who are they chasing? Where are they headed? Are we safe?” wonders Aime, her heart still racing.

Reflection: We noticed we couldn't help but catch up and touch base with each other personally before, during, and after writing. Of course, we also talked about our writing and reflected on our process. In fact, the social aspect of our writing time served to deepen my learning as well as to motivate me to write more. Thinking about our students, we know they are social beings, too! They need time to check in socially and the social aspects we can weave into the writing process may even motivate and even improve their writing.
 I was also thinking about what was challenging for me in turning an emotional memory into a fictional moment... it was the names of the characters that had be stuck and hesitating! I followed advice I'd given to students in the past: just leave a blank space or write an X there and come back to it later! But it did take a few minutes for me to recall that advice, which made me really empathize with specific students I called up in my mind. I named my characters something personal in the revision, as I couldn't remove myself too much from them. Hm.

Monday, July 7, 2014

Day 1 of Teachers Write! Camp: The View

Here's my first day of writing for Kate Messner's Teachers Write! virtual summer writing camp!
http://www.katemessner.com/teachers-write-7714-mini-lesson-monday-you-come-too/


The View
The view from my spot on the porch may seem unremarkable at first. The world is still a bit hazy from the humid day in the 80s. The breeze picks up. The slightly cooler air focuses my attention. Across the mostly cement yard, my mom’s building seems rundown. Slight eastward tilt of the window sill, peeling paint, and rusty nails on the uneven floorboards of the porch don’t show the facelift the front-side of brick building just received, though the tell-tale red brick dust stains the path to my staircase. From this angle, you can’t see the roof work just completed, though the clean, green gutters silver-line this cloud of a building. Each renovation paid by thousands, scraped together quarters and dimes, by my two-job working mom. She can’t help but love the building, despite its flaws, betrayals, and seeming indifference. She’ll keep putting money and care into it, though it will never repay her love. This twenty-seven year old family member has been in our world as long as my brother. Unremarkable view, except if you know where to look: the blinds on the kitchen window shift ever so slightly as my mom peeks out to make sure we’re all ok. 

 Reflection: It was tough to sit down and write. I read the blog post and loved it, at 8am when I woke up this morning... but I didn't sit down to write until 7:30pmish! I haven't stopped writing or typing since, as evidenced by the couple blog posts. I know it, but it's hard to live it: Just write! Tomorrow will be better :-)

Teachers Write & Read During the Summer

I'm trying to blog again! The goals I wrote about before are still close to my heart. Also buzzing around in my head this summer is the need to get a healthy body and mind.  For now, a healthy mind means reading, writing, and reflecting.

School years can sometimes take a toll on a teacher.... and to sustain the level of passion, connection, and commitment I find right for the work, I need some serious summer R&R. There's plenty for a teacher to do personally and professionally to get ready for the next school year. I'll be blogging here and tweeting some ideas, too.

This time, I'm taking advantage of a few things this summer to make sure I keep reading, writing, and reflecting :-)

One: a dear colleague of mine and I are trying to keep writing during the summer! We co-host a Teacher Writing Group at our school and do a little bit better with it each school year. This summer, we're trying something different by meeting a handful of times in coffeeshops to write together. I'll keep my fingers crossed some colleagues choose to join us.

Two: I found Kate Messner's Teachers Write! Writing Camp. An awesome find hosted by Messner on her blog, with guest authors and cool teachers everywhere working on their writing during their summer vacations! Check it out---> http://www.katemessner.com/blog/

Three: I'm part of a group of teachers that holds a book club every month.

Embedded in all of these activities I'm subscribing to this summer is the thought that teachers who teach reading need to be readers, writing teachers need to be writers... engaging in these activities helps us better teach our students these habits happily and successfully. More on this another time; this is quite long already!

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Arrival abroad

Everything looks so grand and royal in London! 

Despite some delays, my phone not cooperating on many levels, and a annoyingly noisy Internet cafe, we are finally headed toward our hostel where we shall say in London for the night. This is a pic of the view getting to King's Cross.

Sunday, August 12, 2012

More on Goals

I'm thinking I need a goal about how often I will post.
For now, let's say:
at least once a week.

Monday, July 16, 2012

Overarching Goals

One of my overarching goals here is to develop my teacher practice and philosophy of teaching. I hope that by reflecting publicly on the choices I make as a teacher, I will continue to improve my work as a teacher. These choices are ones I make in and out of my classroom and school.

Second, I want to hold myself accountable for developing my voice as a teacher. I have begun to understand that part of being a professional is being able to voice my stance on education issues, with support for that stance. I believe writing is a powerful tool in the task of clarifying what I think about particular issues and supporting any arguments I might make. I hope that comments and feedback from whoever reads this blog, agrees with my sentiments, questions my ideas, and/or challenges my stance will allow me to further develop my teacher voice and understanding of education issues.

Third, I want to lend my voice, my meager experience, and humble expertise to the fray. I have been reading that teachers should be speaking publicly about "education reform" to shed light on the impact of all the changes happening, and those being proposed, on real classrooms and real students. Sometimes it seems that teachers are being left out of the public dialogue, when in reality they have ideas and opinions they share all the time with those around them. I know I do, and it's time I expand the circle of ears (or eyes- ay minds!) I reach. I hope someone learns something from my words.

Are these three really separate goals? Probably not. Are these the whole of what I hope to accomplish? I'm not sure. Like I tell my students: writers revise, revise, and revise. So don't be surprised if I do.

-Eliza